With just 8 more sleeps to go, to put it bluntly; shits getting real.
The way I planned things was to have Christmas, New Year and my Birthday at home. It was my birthday yesterday, it's my last day at work tomorrow, all my countdowns are drawing to a close and nerves are kicking in. However I am trying not to think about it too much, I would say it is a sense of overwhelming rather than nervousness.
It was yesterday when the feeling begun, although I didn't do anything major or different for my birthday, I just felt an overwhelming sense of love from everyone which is normal for a birthday I guess but it kind of had added meaning knowing that I won't see these people again for a very long time.
Although I have a rough plan, I have no set dates or flight to return home and as for someone that is always organised it is that thought of stepping into the unknown which nerves but exhilarates me at the same time.
Emotionally detached and deep thinking is part of my psyche, I blame it on being an Aquarius, but with the amount of leaving dinners, parties and catch up's with people I have planned for the next week that could all change.
I would predict that I'll end up crying on Saturday when I'm having leaving drinks but as I am paying for a make-up artist that night, I wouldn't bet on it!
xoxoxo
